Charlotte Crosby has revealed she ‘hasn’t forgiven’ Gaz Beadle for how he handled her heartbreaking ectopic pregnancy in 2016.
Geordie Shore originals Charlotte and Gaz had an on/off relationship on the MTV show however began relationship outdoors of the home in 2015.
Sunderland -born star Charlotte was then left devastated after being rushed to hospital in crippling ache to seek out out she had suffered an ectopic pregnancy.
Gaz, who now has two youngsters with fiancée Emma McVeigh, was capturing Ex on the Beach in Thailand on the time, with Charlotte later discovering out that he’d slept with different ladies throughout filming when she was going by way of a traumatic time again at residence.
Getting emotional as she talked about how she feels about him now on her personal podcast, V alues and Vibrators, the 30-year-old mentioned: “I do not even know how I may even say this. I have not forgiven him, but it surely form of is what it’s and I do not maintain a grudge in opposition to him any extra.”
“Obviously now, 5 years later, we’ve spoke a number of instances,” she went on.
“As silly because it sounds, it might be good to be mates in all probability once more.”
Charlotte, who later thanked followers for their assist over her candid podcast, did not be taught of the extent of Gaz’s infidelity on Ex on the Beach, till she noticed the show for herself, and addressing how that made her really feel, the previous Celebrity Big Brother winner defined: “In the again of my thoughts, and I believe each woman will know this, you do not need to say them to return residence… however you need them to be there, however you need them to try this of their very own again.
“You need them to be like I want to go away this show now, I need to get on the primary flight residence and be by the facet of the woman that I apparently care a lot about… however that simply by no means occurred.”
She added: “He carried on filming and, we spoke each different day on the telephone and he insisted ‘oh it has been nice, nothing has occurred with any ladies’.
“And clearly that was a lie as a result of when it got here on telly shortly afterwards… I do not actually need to say any greater than that.”