Ashley Cain Opens Up on Loss: ‘Some Days It Breaks Me’

On April 25, The Challenge star Ashley Cain revealed the heartbreaking information that his child daughter had died following a battle with leukemia shortly after her 8-month birthday. The actuality TV star had posted about her well being battle since her analysis of a uncommon and aggressive type of the illness at two months old.

Ashley had beforehand revealed on April 8 that his daughter Azaylia was given solely days extra to reside after docs informed him that they had exhausted all therapy choices and tumors had been present in her mind, kidneys, liver, lungs and spleen. Ashley and his companion Safiyya Vorajee returned house after the analysis to spend time with Azaylia and make her comfy in her last weeks.

Despite the grim analysis, Azaylia fought off the illness for over two extra weeks till her dying. Since then, Ashley has been open in regards to the problem of shifting on after his child’s dying and just lately revealed how arduous it has been to plan her funeral.

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Ashley Wrote That He Never Thought He’d Be Planning His Child’s Funeral & Shared How Difficult It’s Been

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Ashley took to Instagram on May 6 to share how he was doing and the way tough the method was of planning Azaylia’s funeral. He wrote that he’d at all times dreaded the primary time in his life that he must plan a funeral however “I by no means ever thought it will be my kid’s funeral.” He continued:

Nothing may ever have ready me for this. Some days it breaks me and I can not even [bear] to do it. I at all times thought I used to be robust, however making choices on how I’m going to bury my child is sufficient to deliver me to my knees each single time. It’s arduous to make sense of something proper now, particularly why did it should occur this manner!

In a earlier publish, Ashley wrote, ” It’s taking every part I’ve to start every new day. The ache of not having the ability to see my little lady is consuming my complete physique.”

His Costars Have Been Sharing Their Love & Support During This Heartbreaking Time

Ashley hasn’t held again on social media in revealing how he is doing on this time and the struggles he faces day-after-day and assist from his costars has been pouring in in response to his posts. Georgia Harrison wrote to Ashley, “oh ash her souls so sturdy she’s going to proceed to encourage us all as will you and your complete household.”

His companion on War of the Worlds, Kam Williams, has replied to Ashley’s posts with coronary heart and prayer emojis whereas Natalie Negrotti and Joss Mooney have additionally expressed their like to Ashley and his household. Host TJ Lavin wrote on considered one of his posts, “No phrases” with a damaged coronary heart emoji.

Ashley concluded considered one of his posts by writing that in essentially the most tough instances, he would ask himself what Azaylia would do and remind himself of her energy in her personal battle. “So that is precisely what I’m going to do!” he wrote. “I suppose the ache won’t ever fade and issues won’t get simpler, however we are going to get stronger.”



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